What do I share with a loved one?

“But you don’t hold a PhD!”

Maybe you’ve heard that one before, too. Truthfully, many loved ones don’t understand the quality of resources which are available to us. Resources not taught in medical school – right at our fingertips!

Is your loved one willing to watch an eye-opening documentary or are they ready to dive into the history and science behind these jabs through literature?  I’ve got you covered for both!

Personally, I would start with the Vaxxed documentaries. Be sure to hang on for the last part of the second documentary (there are only 2) — It’s a perfect vaxxed vs unvaxxed study of siblings! They can order the DVD or choose digital streaming.


The Truth About Vaccines (docu-series)
I think the first and last videos are available to watch without purchase. However, the entire series is worth it!

The number one book I’d start with is Dissolving Illusions! It’s a more accurate peek into ???? history and how they did NOT save the day. And a surprising look into what actually did.

For a list (book) of scientific studies, Miller‘s Review of Critical Vaccine Studies, 400 Important Scientific Papers Summarized for Parents is a great resource for those looking for hard facts!


I recently bought a few ???? books as a baby gift and the mama told me How to Raise a Healthy Child… in Spite of Your Doctor would be her pocket book while raising children… It’s a short but very good read!


One of my favorite websites (I have many – see resources) is… https://learntherisk.org
It was the go-to website my chiropractor recommended when asked which resource they would recommend to a new parent.

Brandy Vaughan is the mom behind this website. She used to work for big pharma as a Merck rep and started sounding the alarm when she learned the truth. While she has since passed (suspicious), her best friend now runs this site for her.

Another topic I believe very important is the issue of abortion in relation to ????. Children of God for Life has been a great resource on this topic. We are potentially injecting the DNA of another person into ours. They use cells which multiply rapidly (like cancer cells). https://cogforlife.org

Ironically, section 13.1 of every ???? insert says… “vaccine has not been evaluated for carcinogenic or mutagenic potential or impairment of fertility.” Hmmm…

Other highly recommended resource books:

Jabbed: How the Vaccine Industry, Medical Establishment, and Government Stick It to You and Your Family by Brett Wilcox

The Moth in the Iron Lung: A Biography of Polio by Forrest Maready

Vaccine Epidemic: How Corporate Greed, Biased Science, and Coercive Government Threaten Our Human Rights, Our Health, and Our Children by Louise Kuo Habakus

VaxBaby: The Curious Parent’s Guide to Pediatric Vaccines by Forrest Maready

Unvaccinated: Why growing numbers of parents are choosing natural immunity for their children by Forrest Maready

What About Immunizations? Exposing the Vaccine Philosophy by Cynthia Cournoyer

How to End the Autism Epidemic by J.B. Handley

The Unvaccinated Child: A Treatment Guide for Parents and Caregivers by Eli Camp Nd Dhanp

Be Your Child’s Pediatrician by Rachel Weaver M.H.

Vaccines, Autoimmunity, and the Changing Nature of Childhood Illness by Dr. Thomas Cowan MD 

So You’re Going To Have a Baby by Adam Ringham

Vaccination Is Not Immunization: The War On Children by Tim O’Shea

The Vaccine Court 2.0: Revised and Updated: The Dark Truth of America’s Vaccine Injury Compensation Program by Wayne Rohde

The HPV Vaccine on Trial: Seeking Justice For A Generation Betrayed by Mary Holland

Murder by Injection: The Story of the Medical Conspiracy Against America by Eustace Clarence Mullins

The Truth About Contagion: Exploring Theories of How Disease Spreads by Thomas S. Cowan MD

The resource section on this website was updated recently, but many great resource videos and sites have been deleted (censored).   *sigh*

Still worth the look for a new parent. Knowledge is power in the doctor’s office!

UPDATE: Instagram name has been changed. You can now find me here: @AwakeToGraceMama

webster changes the definition of “vaccine”

Merriam-Webster dictionary has quietly changed the definition of the term ‘vaccine’ to include components of the COVID-19 mRNA injection. The definition of vaccine was specifically changed due to the COVID-19 injection.

The definition of ‘vaccine’ as of February 5th 2021:

The definition of ‘vaccine’ as of February 6th 2021:

A vaccine used to be “a preparation of killed microorganisms, living attenuated organisms, or living fully virulent organisms that is administered to produce or artificially increase immunity to a particular disease”, meaning it had nothing to do with mRNA injections, which are not live vaccines and do not use an infectious element.

Why do you suppose they are working so hard to classify the corona jab as a vaccine , when it falls more in line with gene therapy? Maybe trying to ride the coattail of the lack of liability that goes along with vaccines, due to the act of 1986?

Part B: Additional Remedies – Sets forth procedures under which the person who filed a petition for compensation under the program may elect to file a civil action for damages.

Provides that no vaccine manufacturer shall be liable in a civil action for damages arising from a vaccine-related injury or death: (1) resulting from unavoidable side effects; or (2) solely due to the manufacturer’s failure to provide direct warnings. Provides that a manufacturer may be held liable where: (1) such manufacturer engaged in the fraudulent or intentional withholding of information; or (2) such manufacturer failed to exercise due care. Permits punitive damages in such civil actions under certain circumstances.

There is no “withholding of information” when medical professionals are not fully educated on immunology and vaccinology.  An uninformed doctor cannot give true informed consent.



Vaccine | Definition of Vaccine by Merriam-Webster

Remember, THIS is with LESS THAN 1% of injuries being reported…


doctors explain why vaccines are [NOT] safe [NOR] effective

A bajillion links in 3, 2…

1. Dr. Nancy Banks  – update: video was deleted

2. Dr. Russell Blaylock – update: video was deleted

3. Dr. Shiv Chopra – update: video was deleted

4. Dr. Sherri Tenpenny – update: video was deleted

5. Dr. Suzanne Humphries – update: video was deleted

6. Dr. Larry Palevsky – update: video was deleted

7. Dr. Toni Bark – update: video was deleted

8. Dr. Andrew Wakefield – update: video was deleted

9. Dr. Meryl Nass – update: video was deleted

10. Dr. Raymond Obomsawin – http://bit.ly/1G9ZXYl

11. Dr. Ghislaine Lanctot – update: video was deleted

12. Dr. Robert Rowen – update: video was deleted

13. Dr. David Ayoub – update: video was deleted

14. Dr. Boyd Haley PhD – update: video was deleted

15. Dr. Rashid Buttar – update: video was deleted

16. Dr. Roby Mitchell – http://bit.ly/1gdgEZU

17. Dr. Ken Stoller – update: video was deleted

18. Dr. Mayer Eisenstein – update: video was deleted

19. Dr. Frank Engley, PhD – update: video was deleted

20. Dr. David Davis – update: video was deleted

21. Dr Tetyana Obukhanych – http://bit.ly/16Z7k6J

22. Dr. Harold E Buttram – http://bit.ly/1Kru6Df

23. Dr. Kelly Brogan – http://bit.ly/1D31pfQ

24. Dr. RC Tent – http://bit.ly/1MPVwmu

25. Dr. Rebecca Carley – update: video has been deleted

26. Dr. Andrew Moulden – http://bit.ly/1fwzKJu

27. Dr. Jack Wolfson – update: video has been deleted

28. Dr. Michael Elice – http://bit.ly/1KsdpKA

29. Dr. Terry Wahls – update: video has been deleted

30. Dr. Stephanie Seneff – update: video has been deleted

31. Dr. Paul Thomas – http://bit.ly/1DpeXPf

32. Many doctors talking at once – http://bit.ly/1MPVHOv

33. Dr. Richard Moskowitz – censored

34. Dr. Jane Orient – update: deleted

35. Dr. Richard Deth – update: video has been deleted

36. Dr. Lucija Tomljenovic – update: video has been deleted

37. Dr Chris Shaw – http://bit.ly/1IlGiBp

38. Dr. Susan McCreadie – http://bit.ly/1CqqN83

39. Dr. Mary Ann Block – http://bit.ly/1OHcyUX

40. Dr. David Brownstein – update: page not found

41. Dr. Jayne Donegan – update: page not found

42. Dr. Troy Ross – censored

43. Dr. Philip Incao – update: page not found

44. Dr. Joseph Mercola – http://bit.ly/18dE38I

45. Dr. Jeff Bradstreet – update: page not found

46. Dr. Robert Mendelson – http://bit.ly/1JpAEQr

47. Dr Theresa Deisher update: video has been deleted

48. Dr. Sam Eggertsen- update: video has been deleted

More doctors testifying that vaccines aren’t safe nor effective in documentaries:

1. Vaccination – The Silent Epidemic – update: video has been deleted

2. The Greater Good – update: video has been deleted

3. Shots In The Dark – update: video has been deleted

4. Vaccination The Hidden Truth – http://bit.ly/KEYDUh

5. Vaccine Nation – update: video has been deleted

6. Vaccination – The Truth About Vaccines – update: video has been deleted

7. Lethal Injection – update: video has been deleted

8. Bought – update: video has been deleted

9. Deadly Immunity – update: video has been deleted

10. Autism – Made in the USA – update: video has been deleted

11. Beyond Treason – update: video has been deleted

12. Trace Amounts (trailer) – http://bit.ly/1vAH3Hv

13. Why We Don’t Vaccinate – update: video has been deleted

9 hour court case


1. Vaccination – The Silent Epidemic(2013): update: video has been deleted

2. The Greater Good – (2011) update: video has been deleted

3. Shots In The Dark -(2009): update: video has been deleted

4. Vaccination The Hidden Truth -(1998): http://bit.ly/KEYDUh

5. Vaccine Nation – (2008) update: video has been deleted

6. Vaccination – The Truth About Vaccines: update: video has been deleted

7. Lethal Injection – update: video has been deleted

8. Bought – (2015)

9. Deadly Immunity – (2005): update: video has been deleted

10. Autism – Made in the USA(2009): update: video has been deleted

11. Beyond Treason – (2005): http://bit.ly/1B7kmvt

12. Trace Amounts trailer – (2014): http://bit.ly/1vAH3Hv

13. Why We Don’t Vaccinate – update: video has been deleted

14. Autism Yesterday – (2010): http://bit.ly/1URU2A7

Let’s see how long these links last before they’re censored. Sigh…
(updated 7/18/23 – many are already missing. *sigh*)

Research, Don’t Regret

Read the research. It’s all we ask.

Tone and intent certainly don’t come across in text, but if you talk to me, you understand I share this sort of information out of love, attempting to save anyone heartache of injury. Not rare, just rarely reported (drs are not taught how to report them and parents of injured children are often gaslighted). Now that injuries are making headlines (ex. Bell’s Palsy), they are attempting to normalize them. Not cool.

We vaccinate and we’re fine.”

Read 13.1 on every vax insert and also ask where the sudden rise in autoimmune issues, etc. could possibly stem from… especially after the act of 1986, relieving pharma from liability and the subsequent rise in vaxs??

If nothing else, take the time to read ingredients and ask if it would be okay to ingest —> much less inject <— this toxic brew, bypassing our God-given immune systems?

Ingredients include: aborted fetal cells (yes, an entire genome has been found), E. Coli, polysorbate 80 & 20, monkey kidney cells, Formaldehyde, insect cells, aluminum, barium, latex rubber, dog kidney, Calf serum, neomycin, egg components, peanut and soy bean oil, etc, etc…

But at least we don’t have Polio!

Read Dissolving Illusions with Dr. Suzanne Humphries for a better perspective of vax history. Polio has simply been reclassified —> transverse myelitis, AFM, Guillain-Barré syndrome. “But we don’t have iron lungs anymore.” -> Ventilators.

But Dr. Humphries is an anti-vax quack.

Yeah… Google is not our friend.  😉  That’s what they want us to think. She changed her perspective on vaccines after listening to her patients, seeing the damage first-hand. THEN she researched the information they DON’T teach in med school. There is nothing in it for drs who speak out. If anything, their careers are on the line. Those are the voices we should be listening to…

But we should trust the scientists.”

Have you ever heard of whistleblower Dr. William Thompson? Rep. Bill Posey has tried, but Congress still refuses to subpoena Thompson. The Vaxxed documentaries give a quick little history on his eyewitness account of the CDC destroying data (which showed black boys getting autism at extremely high rates). Scientists destroyed data that could save MANY people from injury!

How I wish I were wrong about all of this… Research, don’t regret. I have plenty on my “resources” page to get you started! Blessings!

Blind trust is dangerous science…

Text exchange via: @beilersinlove

vaxxed vs {un}vaxxed study

I FOUND IT!! I found the (Dr. Paul Thomas) study! It was a series of clicks and if you paid me, I probably couldn’t do it again. Ha!

Click to download the pdf file:

Or if you prefer the link:
Relative Incidence of Office Visits and Cumulative Rates of Billed Diagnoses Along the Axis of Vaccination

And… Pubmed!

Here are a few highlights from the study regarding Dr. :

“Cumulative office visits in the vaccinated (orange) vs. unvaccinated (blue) patients born into the practice…”

“The implications of these results for the net public health effects of whole-population vaccination and with respect for informed consent on human health are compelling.”

“The data shown are for the Relative Incidence of Office Visits (RIOVs) to average incidence ratio of billed office visits related to fever in the vaccinated compared to the unvaccinated (OVV/OVUV) conditions and for “Well Child” visit on the right.”
“We can conclude that the unvaccinated children in this practice are not, overall, less healthy than the vaccinated and that indeed the vaccinated children appear to be significantly less healthy than the unvaccinated…”

“Further research involving larger, independent samples is needed to verify and understand these unexpected findings in order to optimize the impact of vaccines on children’s health.”

“Unintended and nonspecific consequences of vaccination, such as increased risk of chronic health conditions from vaccine exposures, must also be examined…”


“This research was funded by donations from the public to
The Institute for Pure and Applied Knowledge…

None of the donors had any input into the scope or design of the study or the decision to publish. IPAK is a not-for-profit research organization.”

“my duty to speak out”

“As a GP with more than 50 years experience in treating children and their families, I feel it my duty to speak out against the new vaccine mandates, for three main reasons. The first is that there is no emergency to justify vaccinating children against their parents’ wishes, let alone keeping them out of school if they refuse. The second is that the research cited to prove that vaccines are safe and effective falls far short of the rigorous standards that valid medical science must follow. The third is that the Nuremberg Code and the Helsinki Declaration, both of which we helped write and still profess to abide by, explicitly forbid any medical procedure, treatment, or experiment undertaken without the fully-informed consent of the recipient.
Richard Moskowitz, M. D.

In summary:

• There is no emergency
• Claims that vaccines are safe and effective are deceptive
• The vaccine manufacturers design the safety trials
• There is evidence of harm
• Human rights are under attack
• The politics behind the mandates are upside-down

Quote Source:

{TRUE} informed consent

Why is it that every single medication is KNOWN to have side effects, yet we DENY that vaccines have side effects?
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Were you shown/given/read a VIS (Vaccine Information Statement) at your child’s appointment?  https://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/hcp/vis/current-vis.html
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According to the NCVIA, it is required that your doctor use a VIS, making you aware of the “benefits” and risks PRIOR to each vax.  Statements are “written at a 10th grade reading level” — as a courtesy for those of us without a PhD, I’m sure. I digress…

Each “informed consent” story I hear or read seems the same.  Doctors believe benefits outweigh any risk. If your child is injured, your doctor may refuse treatment for pointing to the biological weapon that caused said injury… and you will be laughed out the door.

We’ve gone from 12.8% chronic illness in the 1980s when our children got 11 vaccines to now 54% of our children with chronic illness now that we get 54 vaccines. -Del Bigtree
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Were you informed that the synthetic Vit K jab comes with a black box warning? Were you informed that SIDS and autism are listed on the DTaP insert?

How can an uninformed doctor (unaware of ingredients and potential adverse effects) give TRUE informed consent?

Ignorance may be (temporary) bliss, but knowledge is power. If you haven’t begun the rabbit hole of research, this is your invitation. We can’t afford to blindly trust. When the blind lead the blind, injury is sure to follow.
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How “informed” were you?

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Sources: CDC, NVIC