What do I share with a loved one?

“But you don’t hold a PhD!”

Maybe you’ve heard that one before, too. Truthfully, many loved ones don’t understand the quality of resources which are available to us. Resources not taught in medical school – right at our fingertips!

Is your loved one willing to watch an eye-opening documentary or are they ready to dive into the history and science behind these jabs through literature?  I’ve got you covered for both!

Personally, I would start with the Vaxxed documentaries. Be sure to hang on for the last part of the second documentary (there are only 2) — It’s a perfect vaxxed vs unvaxxed study of siblings! They can order the DVD or choose digital streaming.


The Truth About Vaccines (docu-series)
I think the first and last videos are available to watch without purchase. However, the entire series is worth it!

The number one book I’d start with is Dissolving Illusions! It’s a more accurate peek into ???? history and how they did NOT save the day. And a surprising look into what actually did.

For a list (book) of scientific studies, Miller‘s Review of Critical Vaccine Studies, 400 Important Scientific Papers Summarized for Parents is a great resource for those looking for hard facts!


I recently bought a few ???? books as a baby gift and the mama told me How to Raise a Healthy Child… in Spite of Your Doctor would be her pocket book while raising children… It’s a short but very good read!


One of my favorite websites (I have many – see resources) is… https://learntherisk.org
It was the go-to website my chiropractor recommended when asked which resource they would recommend to a new parent.

Brandy Vaughan is the mom behind this website. She used to work for big pharma as a Merck rep and started sounding the alarm when she learned the truth. While she has since passed (suspicious), her best friend now runs this site for her.

Another topic I believe very important is the issue of abortion in relation to ????. Children of God for Life has been a great resource on this topic. We are potentially injecting the DNA of another person into ours. They use cells which multiply rapidly (like cancer cells). https://cogforlife.org

Ironically, section 13.1 of every ???? insert says… “vaccine has not been evaluated for carcinogenic or mutagenic potential or impairment of fertility.” Hmmm…

Other highly recommended resource books:

Jabbed: How the Vaccine Industry, Medical Establishment, and Government Stick It to You and Your Family by Brett Wilcox

The Moth in the Iron Lung: A Biography of Polio by Forrest Maready

Vaccine Epidemic: How Corporate Greed, Biased Science, and Coercive Government Threaten Our Human Rights, Our Health, and Our Children by Louise Kuo Habakus

VaxBaby: The Curious Parent’s Guide to Pediatric Vaccines by Forrest Maready

Unvaccinated: Why growing numbers of parents are choosing natural immunity for their children by Forrest Maready

What About Immunizations? Exposing the Vaccine Philosophy by Cynthia Cournoyer

How to End the Autism Epidemic by J.B. Handley

The Unvaccinated Child: A Treatment Guide for Parents and Caregivers by Eli Camp Nd Dhanp

Be Your Child’s Pediatrician by Rachel Weaver M.H.

Vaccines, Autoimmunity, and the Changing Nature of Childhood Illness by Dr. Thomas Cowan MD 

So You’re Going To Have a Baby by Adam Ringham

Vaccination Is Not Immunization: The War On Children by Tim O’Shea

The Vaccine Court 2.0: Revised and Updated: The Dark Truth of America’s Vaccine Injury Compensation Program by Wayne Rohde

The HPV Vaccine on Trial: Seeking Justice For A Generation Betrayed by Mary Holland

Murder by Injection: The Story of the Medical Conspiracy Against America by Eustace Clarence Mullins

The Truth About Contagion: Exploring Theories of How Disease Spreads by Thomas S. Cowan MD

The resource section on this website was updated recently, but many great resource videos and sites have been deleted (censored).   *sigh*

Still worth the look for a new parent. Knowledge is power in the doctor’s office!

UPDATE: Instagram name has been changed. You can now find me here: @AwakeToGraceMama

Push Away

There is a time to push away from a conversation when it’s clear the seed planted will not take root.
We lost close friends over this vax topic. Their unexpected response upon learning of our views was not loving. I am not confrontational, so my response left me in quiet tears as they fired accusations. They were not open to anything we had to say.

Why can’t people be mad at the lies and not the people shining a light on the deception? Cognitive dissonance is rough on the receiving end. Sigh…
Afterwards, I wanted to call and defend myself, but I was reminded that it’s best to hush in the hurt. Scripture repeats “those who have ears to hear, listen...” Everyone is NOT ready.
The Lord kept bringing me back… “For the whole law is fulfilled in one statement: Love your neighbor as yourself. But ?? ??? ???? ??? ?????? ??? ???????, ????? ???, ?? ??? ???? ?? ???????? ?? ??? ???????. I say, then, walk by the Spirit and you will certainly not carry out the desire of the flesh. For the flesh desires what is against the Spirit, and the Spirit desires what is against the flesh; these are opposed to each other, so that you ???’? ?? ???? ??? ????.” Galatians‬ ‭5:14-17‬
HE is my defender. My job is to plant the seed… and let Him do the rest.
Out of that experience, this account was born. Hearing our pro-life, Christian friends say, “I don’t care! They were going to be aborted anyway!” when my husband tried to let them know there were aborted fetal cells in vaccines [ they were NOT going to be aborted anyway]. This experience revealed just how deep the deception runs within the body of Christ. In some ways, that experience prepared me for the hate messages I now get online: baby killer, racist, white Bible thumper, uneducated…
Content on this account, which contradicts a lifelong belief, can stir emotion before a word is ever exchanged. Before engaging with someone, I ask myself if I’m spiritually ready to respond. I don’t always get it right, but I’m learning to push away from toxic conversations. Plant the seed and let God do the rest… ?? ?? ???????? ?? ??? ???????.


Song recommendation:  Defender, Rita Springer

Wake Up, Church!

Like many, we watched a church service online, as most church buildings closed their doors, due to government restrictions… for a virus.
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I won’t get into how I feel about the church doors closing in this post, but I will tell you what made my heart sink as we listened [live] to one of our favorite ministers in this season. He began to explain the importance of precaution and expressed hope that they are working on medicine… and then he spoke the word I was hoping he would NOT mention in this context…… Vaccines. *Sigh*  My husband changed the channel. I’m not here to slander this minister, but to simply share this…
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Many years ago, when my husband and I pastored a church, we were not aware of the evils behind the vax industry — nor did we know ANYONE who questioned them. If they did, they remained SILENT. We didn’t understand the carcinogenic toxins, nor the abuse of aborted babies. If only someone had planted a seed.
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We can allow ourselves to look back with regret at all the things we wish we would have done differently, the brokenness lying in the past. Or… We can look forward to the hope set before us, while sharing the hope within us to those who are unaware.
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Sadly, everyone will not be ready to comprehend the deception they allowed themselves to embrace — to have their entire belief system shaken. Those who have ears, let them hear.
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However, for those who are awake, silence is not a luxury. Let us NOT remain voiceless while many people, Christ followers, LEADERS, are blinded to the point of NOT recognizing this growing darkness.
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I’m praying for the church to WAKE UP.
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If you would like a copy of the documents I have been mailing to churches, PLEASE send me an email at — learntheriskdotorg@outlook.com.

There is a time to be silent and a time to SPEAK (Ecclesiastes 3:7).


What are we doing to our children’s health?

forsaking God for the sake of {science}

This is a tough one. I started this post in my notes weeks go. I’ll warn you. It’s heart-heavy. And I’m thankful many of you are finding your voice! Because we cannot afford to turn a blind eye.
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Do you recognize these statements? “It was only 2 abortions a long time ago!” “They were going to be aborted anyway!” “Well, at least we don’t have polio!” or “That’s not true.”
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But was it “only” 2 babies? Were they REALLY going to be aborted anyway? How I WISH all of this were NOT true! It’s a shameful era that many, even the church, refuse to acknowledge.

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In 1910, with Laughlin as director in the newly formed Eugenics Record Office, they sought to weed out the undesirables in society. Guess who it was funded by?? The Harriman and Rockefeller families and the Carnegie Institute. SHOCKER, right? Abortion was already legal and acceptable if it meant ending the life of a child who would be born to a “feeble-minded” woman –  one who might end up less than perfect or who might have to rely on society to pay for their care, including unwed mothers. It should be noted that Laughlin rubbed elbows with Margaret Sanger, Foster Kennedy, and… Hitler. The U.S. set up the sterilization prototype for other nations. Awesome.
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As early as 1936, forced abortions were legal and performed under the U.S. “Model Eugenic Sterilization Law” of 1922 and used in polio research. Forced abortion and sterilization (ethnic cleansing) continued into the early 1970s. And… if it worked for polio, why not rubella, etc.? For more on the eugenics rabbit hole, start with: https://cogforlife.org/2012/06/13/polioperversion/
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Human embryos of two and one-half to five months gestation were obtained from the gynecological department of the Toronto General Hospital…NO macerated specimens were used and in many of the embryos the heart was STILL BEATING at the time of receipt in the virus laboratory. -Drs. Thicke, Duncan, Rhodes
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My heart canNOT even fathom this kind of evil. Listed as ingredients, we’ve reduced these precious babies to mere letters and numbers, but God has already given them a name.

RA273: Rubella Virus used in Rubella and MMR vaccines
R=Rubella, A=Abortion, 27=27th aborted baby, 3=3rd Tissue where virus was isolated
*67 abortions to produce rubella virus plus 32 abortions to produce the cell line for cultivation means there was a total of at least 99 elective abortions to create the rubella vaccine alone.
WI-38:  Wistar Institute, Specimen No. 38, 32nd Abortion (female)
WI-26:  Wistar Institute, Specimen No. 26, 20th Abortion (male)
WI-44:  Wistar Institute, Specimen No. 44, 38th Abortion (female)
MRC-5:  Medical Research Council, Abortion No. 5 (male)
HEK-293: Human Embryonic Kidney, Specimen No. 293
IMR-90:  Abortion in US; Coriell Cell Repository (female)
IMR-91:  Abortion in US; Coriell Cell Repository (male)
Lambda.hE1: Abortion in US for “psychosocial indications
PER C6:  Abortion in Netherlands
WALVAX2:  Abortion in China, 9th Abortion (female)

Did you know that you can buy human cells online? It’s big money. Forsaking God for the sake of science. I don’t believe God had this in mind as an exception to the rule, when He commanded us not to kill. The church doesn’t speak for me. I stand before God alone.

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(Ep. 81: Which Vaccines Contain Human Fetal Components?)

Lord, help us…


baby picture credit: @katieeterry